I know you would be so shocked to see how well I’m faring without you, it's been long I last saw you but I know you check my updates on all social media platforms and your big-mouthed friends you call "gang" still gossip so well. I want to save them from the gossips and I also want to prove to you that we are still cool but you will never find love wherever you go. The pieces of me you left have been put together by someone who knows how to love me just right and fine effortlessly. Hence, this blog post is for you, not because you are special but to prove to you that I can write about you with no sparkles of tears in my eye.
You're so mean, I loved, cherished, honored and appreciated you but what did I get in return-betrayal, hatred, low self-esteem and host of sad stuff. You did not only break my heart, but you also punctured me in places where the blood doesn't stop, you liedddddddd(I lived in your mansion built with bricks of lies for years), but it wasn't my fault, I was blinded by the love you never reciprocated. My friend advised me, I could remember Lade and I had a big fight because she called you worthless. I was always there for you, not only for you but also for your stupid friends who head OJU AYE GROUP OF COMPANIES.
I showed you off while we were still together, so I see no reason why that can't also be done now that we are apart, I'm about to show you off to the world so they would know you are just a worthless piece of trash, a lousy heartbreaker, and a fine face no character kind of guy. How much I loved you, but I much I detest you so much now.
Mr. FEAR, thanks for the lies you told me, thanks for always being the first to listen to my opinions and also being the first to disregard them. My ideas never got to see the light of the day because when you come visiting at night, while you lay on the bed and I place my head on your chest telling you what plan came to my mind, you always find faults in them and tell me to think bigger. I thought you wanted the best for me, so before the cock crows the next day, my idea vanishes.
You were always angry when Eleanor Roosevelt comes up in our discussion, but your hatred for this great dignitary leaves me puzzled, I thought we all had different choices but lately, I realized that she said something that got you and made you and your crew despise her so much.
“DO ONE THING EVERYDAY THAT SCARES YOU"
You might be astonished when you read this, but I know so much about you than you would ever imagine. A day before I had the courage to break off the relationship, I read your diary. Surprised? Don’t be!!! Grab a seat, you might need a popcorn because it would be a long movie in a piece-THE EFFING STORY OF YOUR EFFING LIFE!!!
You call yourself the one who decides fate in the absence of faith. You hail from a realm where everyone has a specific mission. You are THE FEAR TO BE MORE! A name that depicts your rank in the realm which makes everyone bows at your feet. Your existence is not real, you are someone who is full of concepts, little wonder all you ever told me were lies. You don’t believe in the other side, in fact, you don’t believe in anything. You suffer from psychological disorders like anxiety, anger, dark imaginations, doubt, and judgment. You loathe determination, success, innovations, high self-esteem and your greatest enemy is COURAGE. You fill every soul around you with your darkness and cloud their thoughts with your beliefs.
I'm sorry for drying your dirty linen outside but no one deserves to have you in their lives, and those who do currently, do not deserve you anymore.
Hello there! There is a voice deep inside of you, wondering why you haven’t spoken to it in years, maybe the scariest reality is that we are all afraid to be something more than average and we have given our wings of courage to fear which he had long destroyed and has hindered us from soaring higher.
Fear is the greatest killer of dreams and you have to kill it before it kills who you aspire to become. Don’t let it decide your decision, don’t listen to it because every time you listen, it gets louder. It is like a room filled with dark thoughts and emotions that makes you not to see the other side of your plan, idea and colourful imagination.
He wrote this in his diary as well stating clearly that he has lots of agents and this can be encapsulated in anyone close to his mission-wife, husband, parents, siblings, friends, cousins, neighbours, anyone at all.
Surround yourself with people that emit positive vibes, people who are always bold to step out and those who believe in you and what you do. Don’t give room for uncertainty, don’t dish out your creative idea to those with no identity and if anyone feels he can't handle your light, tell him or her to get a pair of sunglasses.
Those doubts, anxiety, dark thoughts, unclear imaginations are all fears disguised in-I CAN'T DO IT.
Are you willing to re-invent yourself? Are you willing to become someone you’ve never seen before? Are you willing to run, leap and soar even at the possibility that you might fall? Are you willing to do something you’ve never done before? Are you willing?
Maybe you're still wondering why you always stand out in a crowd or why people can't just stop talking about you and that is because the world is waiting for you! You have a destiny to deliver, a purpose to pursue and a generation to regenerate!
This is a voice in a piece telling you to face that fear and take a step-however you step, JUST STEP!! Step out of that cocoon of fear and step into that phase of self-actualization.
Maybe I'm still in love with you because you still come when the world is asleep, when there is a new thing coming up or when I'm about to do something I've never done before but I know you so well now and I won't seek your permission anymore.
Dear Ex, you shall not find a place in anyone's heart.
Love and light💜